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Hapression: That Perking Feeling I cut my fringe porcelain-doll style, & i'm sooooooo loving it =D i love it! i love it! i love itttt! -- I'm going through this re-style/re-construct/re-organize phase with just about everything around me; my look, my lifestyle, home, perceptions, & even my pets -- & you know what? it feels GREAT! I've made up my mind that I would live everyday as it comes {this I'll try, really, with as little planning pour le future as possible}, but mOre importantly; I've made up my mind that I will no longer wait for things to happen & build castles of sand somewhere in the future of my imagination, ..that I won't deprive myself from what I ought to pursue thinking it isn't "the right time" -- the fact is: it's always the right time -if we allow it. Invisible walls of limitations, boundaries, & rules have been knocked down: I'll do w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r makes me feel good given two conditions: #1. It does not conflict with my principles #2. It is socially acceptable In other words, I'm going to Paris, with or without Prince Charming & will enjoy Paris sans him to the exploding max. It also means that I've never been more confrontational than now, & taking many, many leaps of faith without compromising independence. I do not owe anyone anything, & I intend to keep it that way. ... Back to my porcelain doll fringe, did I mention that I'm loving it? lol Yes, I'm starting to obsess now! But irrelevant of that; the past week I've been experiencing strange behavior {and perhaps hormones?} -- I've been waking up in this über hyperactive perky mood, bursting out in laughter at random times of the day for no apparent reason {seriously, it looks so silly when you're in a room alone lol}.. & been having real trouble keeping a straight face at work >_<; -- I walked into my manager's office to discuss a serious work-related matter, serious to me, & there's nothing about it that's funny.. It nearly took me 3 minutes just to stop laughing & consumed ALL of my cheek muscles to just make my face go into default-mode.. seeing me laugh for no reason made him laugh in return, & from then on for me there was no stopping even though I made it very clear that I do not find the topic of our discussion funny & that I've been waking up every morning in that condition.. Have I been infected with Hapression? {that's the opposite of depression, in case such word exists} --I'm not complaining, really ;p ... "This is a simple, poignant short film, shot on a budget of $150: a man with a survey stops passersby and asks them, "Are you anybody's favorite person?" What a heartbreaking question, for somebody who DOESN'T come first in somebody else's heart! Miranda July, who wrote the short story this is based on, had just finished shooting ME AND YOU AND EVERYONE WE KNOW and made this film in the week between shooting and editing the first rough assembly. Miguel Arteta, who directed, was still in love with her at the time, and in an interview with WHOLPHIN said, 'The shoot was painless but sure enough, by the time I started editing, we were broken up. This little short is like a rear-view mirror that survived a fabulous, painful crash.'" I watched this video on YouTube the other day, & it got me thinking.. Am I anyone's favorite person? I couldn't get that question out of my head; I asked friends & some family members about their favorite person(s).. I know I have a favorite person, ..they're two actually: Muse {my bestest friendah EvErrrrr}, My favorite Gemini, & G is slowly escalating up the ladder ;p Each one of them has a set of specific reasons why they've become my favorite people.. Muse -for instance- I've known for a little over a decade, there were those times when I'd wake up in the morning feeling blue & she'd jump into her car {still in her PJ's} & hit the highway to come and see me. I love her because we can hate each other for a fraction of a second in the midst of an argument & still able to talk openly about things & express how we feel about them, and i <3 her for the fact that she's the only person i'd trust with an open-budget apparel & accessory shopping for me when I'm not able to do my shopping myself =D My favorite Gemini? Well to make it short & precise: A person who's in many ways a reflection of me, a person that I can talk to about anything! literally. My bon vivant that appreciates the same elements of lifestyle as myself; the largest spectrum of music titles, horseback riding, art, culture, & yoga to name but a few. Gemini is one of the most positively positive people I've come across, & it's so refreshing because you know it takes a lot of strength for someone to see the light in the darkest hours -- "the rastafara still play reggae, still smoke ganja, and roam around jamaica....everything changes, but good things remain". The Tibetan chants are another reason ;p G? I'd say one of the most logical, confident, & emotionally stable people I've met. Communication with G is often flawlessly seamless. G is also one of those people who are able to look at matters from a 'zommed out' lens.. see them in a way you haven't seen them before, & has the same-kind wisdom aura my eldest brother has, which I personally find a great thing to have in people around us. So now that you know about my favorite person(s), it's your turn.. tell me, who's YOUR favorite person ever? & why? Labels: Daily, Yogafessional $0 in my moola box | link | email this post |
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