Break Out Of The Blue
As strange as this may sound, I honestly don't remember the last time I was in this state of mind - complete & utter peace.
The past few weeks -more like months, really- have been mentally exhausting, so much that I felt part of me was melting away in the midst of all the chaotic voices in my mind that threatened to dim out the beauty of life around us.
I love my job, even though less now than I did one year ago, but I still love it, & you may agree that when you love something it's easy to lose yourself to it. It becomes easy to forgo the jauntiness and overlook the other elements of -you- that make up what you truly are, & slowly drift away to become this person shelled with walls of weariness and see nothing but flashing numbers & calculations in your mind, and speak clauses and terms with your friends. My biggest fear when I first joined my organization was the Greenspan image I had in mind - the female version.
Having said that, I missed out on the opportunity of attending his speech this afternoon at the Emirates Palace which was quite a disappointment to me ;( Reading his book made me see some things in a different way - besides, he made reference to Ayn Rand my favorite female philosopher whom I relate to the most in terms of thinking. For those of you who have not come across any of her books, I would recommend you fetch yourselves a copy of The Virtue of Selfishness, a title impregnated with what ought to be common sense, but isn't so common.
Did I mention that I took tomorrow off?
Well, I did -- This evening, I'm curled up in bed with both my MacBookah & Mr.Insert Name Here Sitting on my lap, reading this book, & listening to this song:
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