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  "Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free till they find someone just as wild to run with them."
-SATC


  27 April, 2008 | 8:48 AM
Feeling Grey
Karl Lagerfeld is not the only one who's feeling grey this season. Kate Hume has outfitted some gorgeous places around moscow and paris with shades of grey,






Karl Lagerfeld for Chanel








Kate Hume designs



Day by day, I loose more & more confidence to approach fences. I thought I could do this on my own, but it's a lot harder than I thought. Last night, I laid out a full course according to a diagram I got from a book, and waited in vain to sum up my courage to take on the fences.. but .. I couldn't -- It was like approaching a death trap, and confidence was nowhere to be found.





I don't know how long this will last, but it's frustrating me like craaaaaazyyyyy & I don't like the fact that this frustration is leaking out to other sides of my everyday life, so I've made a decision that's very very difficult:
There will be no more riding for me. Full-stop. Period.
I'd rather do it right, or not do it at all.. & now, all I'm doing is wasting time and effort. It saddens me to halt this passion to a stop, but I can't bear watch my time go to a waste, much too less governed by the fluctuating wishes of a child {Yes, there's more to the story than what I've disclosed, but it's not for me to dish out with the scoop}

This, however, will not stop me from searching for alternative options, ..so, if you happen to know of a really good place that has a really good trainer {even if it were outside of Abu Dhabi} please let me know their names and contact details. Or, if you think of any other ideas, please bounce them over.

Concurrently, I've received a call for a job interview which would require a big sacrifice of personal time, but promises a long-term steep curve of personal growth. A recipe for success, no? -Wish me luck x

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