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  "Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free till they find someone just as wild to run with them."
-SATC


  12 January, 2010 | 8:13 AM
2010 A New Year, Again





Paris, January 3rd 2010

A night at l’hopital with nothing to gaze at but a bland white ceiling, an IV bag dripping into my vein petit-a-petite, and the distant faint sound of beeping machine waltzing to my heart-beats gave me plenty of time to ponder upon my life, and my beginnings of 2010. My previous post did not do my thoughts and wishes just; 2010 –and the rest of my life- are going to be much more than a mere few lines of text. It’s going to be about resumption, commitment, patience –lots of patience, and drive.



Abu Dhabi, January 9th 2010

Yesterday I had a conversation with someone who couldn’t stress more on Patience, and it was amazing, because as I listened, my mind sprouted with omnifarious derivatives of “Patience” that poured into my mind in forms of thoughts, examples, situations, words, and images. It was like watching a documentary of a tree life cycle speeded up on the Discovery channel; the seed planted in soil, sprouts, grows a stem, grows many stems, grows leaves, leaves become eminent at their full size, they flower, flowers morph into big fruits – all in 5 seconds or less.

That was the turning point, that was when the racing consuming thoughts I’ve had over the past 2 weeks have come to bay – suddenly, I have a plan, one that involves swallowing the bullet and doing nothing at all.



Abu Dhabi, Today

So, my updated plan for 2010 is:

- Learn to be patient

- Make up my mind (I just did)

- Give face to the signs of the universe (yes, more than I do already)

- Decorate my place in France (process initiated)

- Find the perfect Louis XV chairs - I found 4 pieces at Paris’ antique market

- Play word games (I love words)

- Read المخطوطه القرمزيه

- Learn how to deep sleep

- Learn how to live in the absence of a blackberry (switch it off more often, for prolonged periods of time)

- If I can’t bring about a big pragmatic paradigm change to my people, there’s no harm in trying for change to come in small bit-by-bit form

- I don’t have to be first every time

- Spend time with children before they get an education, and learn from their free and boundless minds

- Spend more time with the elderly, and learn from what worked for them, what hasn’t, and what really matters in life

- Try to explore at least one more new sport, except golf

- Remind myself often that no matter how good (or bad) any situation is, it will change

- Know when to give up, and when to hold on ..and more importantly, act upon it.

- Integrate 10 minutes of yoga meditation into my pilates-for-breakfast schedule

- Design my own stables, and believe that eventually, it will materialize

- Get a carousel horse

- Make something useful with it

- Continue finding ways to doing things with love, despite my biggest disappointments in people and situations

- Publish some of the maaaaany posts I wrote but never got around publishing

- Start creating something, my thing. I don't know what it is, and it may not finish by year end, but at least start it

- Find ways to make AGA fit into my kitchen and make deliiiiiiiicious food with it, even if I had to split my kitchen in half. (I tried, and failed miserably)

- Find a shared husband for my dogs Chanel & Tantra (Tantra MUST have babies, if you know of a cute male chihuahua that hasn't been fixed, email me & I'll love you foreverrrr)

- Go to Dubai's Global Village this year (yep, I've never been. Seriously)

- Take time off of work without travel, and only to enjoy Abu Dhabi

- Come up with sensitive and exceptionally diplomatic ways of saying “No” to people

- Give up on understanding the complexity of male egos. The mechanics of Life are not very different from that of the jungle: Many monkeys, 1 alpha-male (the lion). Lesson learned? Males are ubiquitous, Men are few.

- Appreciate the few genuine people I have in my life more

- Depreciate inconsistent people who consume my energy, repeatedly

- And finally, know that a person's biggest and most precious asset of all time is good intentions

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